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I'd say it worked... though I really can't imagine hauling all that weight on your chest can be comfortable.

[ Once again he was simplistically to the point about these matters, always wondering how she could handle all that or if she even felt it like what a normal girl might.

Not that he's thinking much about that when she speaks up again, a contemplative look on his face as a soft sigh then escaped him. Appearing to consider her question before just nodding, eyes downcast for a few moments before raising to meet her gaze. ]

Yeah. I spent a lot of years well aware that people look at me and find me pretty disgusting or just someone to avoid. It's all in their eyes.

[ Those looks of disdain or even disgust were hard to miss, and most normal people would be so hard pressed to even meet his gaze. Most of the time it didn't really phase him, and yet? Something deep down, borne from his neglected childhood made him always want people to just look at him no matter what.

At least then people paid attention to him in some way or another. ]

Hehe ~~ ♡! As a human, it was kind of hard and annoying, but when she is just an AI, like, she is meant to be - BB doesn't have any problem carrying this weight around!

In fact, they could be bigger - if only you could meet Passion Lip. You don't know big until you've seen her.

[ There is a light giggle that slips past her lips when she speaks, but she can see the festering dark tone hidden beneath his words and in the depths of feelings. BB moves closer and lays herself completely flat against him. Chest mushing along his own while she leans forward to give him a prompt kiss along his lips. ]

[ They then part, and she stares at him briefly. ]

Humanity is a bit short-sighted, at times, you know - you can't blame them entirely for their obsession with what beauty is and only understanding the unknown as something to be wary of. [ Though she now has her fingers entangled within locks of his hair, she doesn't mess them up. Instead, she kneads into the back of his head, moving them up and down along his shoulders. ] The funny thing about humans, though, is that for all that they can see. They never really understand the true beauty around them; that's why they can't hear the trees whisper stories or plant life reminding them how they are loved.

Humans are young and still growing, [ BB talks gently, as if were the spokesperson for all living things. ] so don't take it to heart. They only understand what they see, and if they knew what BB knows.
Maybe,
just maybe -

they'd go absolute fucking insane.

[ Although she flashes him a dark look excitedly, it easily subsides, and she quickly returns to a cute lofty look of adoration of him. Kissing his nose promptly, only to finally add... ]

But at least, they'd see just how handsome and beautiful you are too.

[ The most important thing in his eyes was that she didn't actually seem bothered by the weight like he'd initially suspected. Infact, there's something almost entertaining with how easily BB regarded it and had him raising an eyebrow when she had mentioned that they 'could be bigger'.

He chuckled and lightly shook his head, not missing a beat or moving from this comfortable position he was in. ]

They're fine the way they are. All that matters is that it's not causing you any discomfort or whatever.

[ BB's lack of hesitance to lie her body against his is always wordlessly appreciated, her warmth pleasant and appreciated. As was the brief kiss, his teal eyes glancing fully to meet her as those fingers entangled within his hair briefly.

He heard every word, taking them in and truly letting them sink deep as he wrapped his mind around the meaning within them. It was enough that he felt himself smiling, a low chuckle sounding from him as he shifted enough to press a kiss of his own against her lips. ]

In a perfect world? Yeah. That would be nice if they could understand it... but... for now i'll take it that some people do happen to see past my appearance for who I really am.

[ Toya brushed his lips against hers sweetly once more, a gentle warmth still shining within his eyes as he gazed up at her. ]

Like you, most importantly.

Not right now, Toyaa~~ん~♡! But if BB-chan is ever human again, be sure to give her a lift~~? [ While there is movement and enjoyment between them, BB giggles this statement to him and offers a wink. She doesn't ever suspect herself being forced to be a human again any time soon, but considering the way the realm around them is still mysterious and things are up in the air in between them all. It was a joke made to both underline that fact and muse as a playful request from herself.

When he kisses her, BB feels a budding warmth inside of her core. Fluttering about as if there were butterflies dancing away. She leans into it a bit more, eyes shutting in a half-lidded state so as to still keep her gaze on him. ]

Toya is Toya, [ Lifting a bit more above him now, lengths of her hair start to skirt against her skin and catch beneath her along Toya's own. It's almost as if she is using her weight to shift him downwards. Offering a cadence to the moment with every movement she makes, pressing him down into the cushions of the couch. Shifting, coercing with her body, gently shuffling him downwards into it.

BB's own thighs are tightly bound along his waist, moving him too, as if he were to be orchestrated by her worth alone. There is an intensity to all this, and she often treats herself as if she is below him in everything but power. In this moment, she displays power by moving him and lacing her words with loving regard for him, which is how she entices him to stay like this. Below her, within her ensaring rapture. ] Ne.... That's all you need to be.

[ Thanks to their previous position on the couch, it's easy to shuffle someone off the armchair and down into its cushions. Letting the pillows that rested at the corner of the couch pile around their heads as BB sinks him into its embrace. Her own face shifts, and her lips catch along the edges of his ear as she whispers one last thing. ]

Don't ever forget that, don't ever apologize for that, and don't ever change because someone else wants you to change. [ She means that, always did - and her expression lends credit to that whispered statement. Murder, Revenge, and crimes mean't nothing to Gods, and meant nothing a being who consumed Gods, and meant nothing to a being who spent eons watching humans confer to Gods, and meant nothing to a being created by Alien Gods to watch those humans confer with their 'Gods'.

Whatever Toya wished to be, BB wanted to see and wanted to love him with her whole damn little Alien AI Heroic Spirit Heart.

It just so fabulously happens that he wants to be a hero, and that's essentially, and totally, her type.

In fact, that's likely exactly why she fell in love with him in the first place.

BB has a type; she is a Sakura, after all.

Anyway, despite the intensely sexually strained situation at hand. BB starts murdering his face and neck with a plethora of pecked kissing. She wiggles her butt in the air excitedl,y and a little fluffy bunny tail appears with a pop, and then long ears like a bunny flop backwards from her head. It's as if she were an overstimulated rabbit that needed to get all that compacted energy out.

In the form of Kisses. ]

Kissy TIME!!!!

[ The kisses do not relent. ]

[ No words were even needed in the way he responded to her initially, nodding without missing a beat. He didn't think she'd become human again but this place was unpredictable and he took care of what was his.

BB's movements are smooth and unhesitant, her long hair shifting and catching beneath her. Weaving purple and white as she pushed him down more against the soft cushions of the couch, allowing her to do so without any repercussions whatsoever. Nobody in the world would have this power over him, with their body pressed so sweetly against his own with a softness he was still getting used to.

With love and sweetness, BB has him just where she wants him.
Toya lets it happen, because he loves this warmth and kindness she offers him.

Her words echoing in his mind that have a breathless laugh escaping him, and he knows there were no expectations because to be himself is truly all she wanted him to be. An AI who's seen the darkness of the world and knows how it feels to burn, with someone who never before had been given this chance to live beyond the flames that once consumed him with it's white hot vengeance.

Toya wraps his arms around her waist sweetly, as those lips brushed against his ear. His rough hands a contrast to her softness, a warmth settling deep into his chest as he smiled in acceptance of what she'd said to him. ]

Got it. I promise... I'll continue to be me. Unapologetically.

[ Words could never truly encapsulate how he truly felt, but this would be enough. With the soft couch beneath him and her atop of him, he was fine to let the silence go on for another moment until warm lips began to pepper his face and neck with kisses relentlessly.

Not that he entirely minded all that much.

Toya's gaze shifted up to her little bunny ears, though it was one of his hands that shifted to brush over that fluffy tail almost amusedly. A laugh escaped him, the sound warm and from deep within his throat. ]

Just couldn't resist, huh?

Uwaaa -- [ BB makes a silly noise the moment he brushes his hand against her tail and jolts up. Sitting up right with her palms pressed against his chest to hold herself up. ] ~~ D-Don't touch my tail BB will get super horny if you do that!! A-And no! BB didn't do that on purpose! [ She reaches for her bunny ears and tries to push them into her head!!! ] They just came out!!

[ Her reaction just makes him chuckle a bit again, drawing his hand back and instead opting to try and touch one of those fluffy bunny ears. A soft amusement shining in his eyes as he gazed up at BB. ]

I don't mind. They're kind of cute.

[ There was a time and place to rile her up so he was opting to just go for the ears and perhaps maybe fluster her a little. She was cute when she blushed, after all. ]

BB is cute... [ Her nose wiggles a bit at him, but her ear flickers within his hand as he moves to touch it. ] But Toyaaa~~~ん~♡ is cuter...

[ She teases out loud, laying her palms flat along his stomach. Fingers gently tidying away at the folds of his clothes that scrunch up beside her fingertips. Her eyes move to watch him, ever watchful and adoring. ]

Can't say cute's a word i'd ever associate with myself... but since you're saying it? Guess I can let it slide.

[ His touch is fairly gentle as he brushes fingers over the soft ear, then letting it thread through her silky smooth hair afterwards. Teal eyes shift up to meet her gaze, a quiet, smoldering love and adoration visible in the way he looked at her. ]

[ That stirs her insides warmly, caught off guard with a slight flutter to her blinking. ]

You're okay?

[ Is he? Why did she even ask? With BB having lost so much, she is overworrying. ]

Yeah. Why wouldn't I be?

[ His response comes easily and without a second of hesitation, a calm, but lightly curious look written all across his features as he isn't exactly sure why she's asked him that question. It just seemed so out of place given their conversation a moment ago, after all. ]

[ With that said, she plops onto him. Snuggling herself into his chest, minding his staples and any discomforts he might have. ]

I just want to make sure... You know?

[ A low laugh bubbled up from his throat in seconds, wrapping his arms back around her once again. His hands remaining at her waist despite that nagging urge to touch her ears or tail again. ]

You're worrying too much.

[ Toya paused for a second, giving some things some serious thought before his expression softened a little bit. ]

Are you still concerned that i'm just going to disappear on you or something?

[ His comment is correct, she is terrified. Grossly, terrified. Harboring the horror of that possibility deep within the core of her being, it's woven DEEP into the fabric of her data. As a Sakura Unit, as a BB, it is the one horrifying thing that they cannot deal with. They would sooner force themself to break and destroy the world before letting their loved one disappear forever.

She quietly answers, burying her face into his chest. ]

Yes.

[ That's enough to make a mildly surprised look cross his features before he shifted to place a soft kiss atop of her head, following it up with gently tightening his grasp on her.

Never enough to hurt, but enough to let her know that he was here and not going anywhere anytime soon. ]

Even if whatever powers that be try to separate us again? I'll burn everything down until I get back to you.

[ BB had more of the power in that regard when it came to traversing worlds but it didn't stop the sentiment he shared with her. ]

For now? Not going anywhere. I can stay with you as long as you need me to.

[ BB's bunny ears twitch against his chin when he leans forward to kiss her, nothing else moves from her body. She listens to the thudding heartbeat in his chest and quietly waits for him to make his promises. BB wonders if Toya's human determination would beat out cosmic odds because of his love of her? Wouldn't that be a fantastic truth?

She will calculate the odds, and to an AI that means she will more or less fantasize about it. ]

Will you go to sleep? [ BB asks, for him to go to sleep. Since she doesn't need to, in this moment, and instead. Wants to be with him as they rest here just like that. The calendar was all but a stupid back thought in her mind. ]

Edited 2025-04-21 21:36 (UTC)

[ That quiet tenderness remained even without much more being said, so he just nodded. She was in his arms and that alone was a sweet comfort he never could properly put into words, making it all the easier for him to close his eyes and relax.

His arms still softly wrapped around BB's waist.

Feeling absolutely comfortable and entirely too at ease here, a courtesy afforded only to BB and noone else. His guard was down, at his most vulnerable as his expression softened. ]

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Yep~